1989 — Born and baptized in the Orthodox Church. 1995 — Early signs of fear and obsessive thoughts. 1996 — Desire for fame and imitation of worldly figures. 1997 — Cruelty toward people and animals; lack of compassion. 1998 — Disobedience toward parents and grandparents. 1999 — Anger, resentment, ingratitude. 2000 — Influence of bad friends; cursing, indecent speech. 2001 — Exposure to harmful TV and false philosophies. 2002 — Attachment to harmful foods and pleasures. 2003 — Violent video games shaping aggression. 2004 — Atheistic science from school weakening faith. 2005 — Unfiltered internet content shaping the mind. 2006–2007 — Pursuit of risky physical performance (breakdance, parkour). 2007 — Reading The Game — adopting narcissism and manipulation. 2008 — Sexual sin; loss of purity; influence of law of attraction. 2009 — Gambling and deceit; attraction to worldly music. 2010 — Move to London; illegal activities; experimenting with legal drugs. 2011 — Door-to-door sales; worldly ambition. 2012–2013 — Alcohol, smoking, and drugs; mental fog and laziness. 2014–2015 — Destructive ethics in relationships; pickup-artist culture. 2016 — Physical and mental strain from performance identity. 2017 — Vlogging lifestyle; vanity and superficiality. 2018 — Consulting accelerator (mindset and money). 2019 — Transformation mastery programs; self-help addiction. 2020 — Educational entertainment and continued searching. 2021 — CBT, hypnotherapy, Wim Hof practices; search for healing. 2022 — Programming and copywriting mentorships — discipline through work. 2023 — Call-center sales methods; neurofeedback therapy; live events. 2024 — Protestant phase: confusion about grace and false teachings. 2025 — Discernment: orthodox understanding of atonement and critique of Western theology.